To my three
's please dont think that just because we dont get on here everyday that we stop thinking of you because that will never happen. You three have given everyone a part of you. For all the people out there who never got to meet any of these 3 im sorry because if u would have you would have the best memories and you would wish there was more people out there like them. Steven was a strong person who never gave up on anyone and always tried to make a bad moment a happy one. No matter what anyone did he always forgave them. I thank him everyday because he helped make my husband a better man. Madison well she was my diva girl. I had alot of funny memeries with her. It was funny she was so smart sometimes smarter than her brothers. LOL. She was always making friends with everyone. She accepted me right in to her family when i got with her brother joe. As for Stevie she had a big smile on her face all the time. She always wanted to do what madison was doing. She also loved that she was a aunt and she was only a year older than bryson. That just means that she could boss someone around. I remember she always walked with me to get madison off the bus and before she even saw madison she would yell for her. I would do anything to hug them two beautiful girls again. Life is to short i needed more time with them. I thank God that i got to meet and be apart of this wonderful family everyday. Steven watch over all of us and hug them girls tight for us. Ill try to take care of missy and joe and justin. Thats a full time job right there. LOL Since Steven was to young he wanted to be called pops. He was always there for my two kids and they miss him. Dont worry i always tell them stories about you and the girls. Joella acts like madison but she has stevie attuide. So funny and as for Bryson he acts like Steven he trys to keep the peace.. I wish more people were like that. We miss u guys and love you very much till next time. Fly high and watch over us. lots of love......
I miss you guys more than words can explain it still hurts so bad even after all this time it still feels like jsut yesterday I was with you guys baking cookies or playing house or playing school or steven was giving me a lecture about how important college was I still catch myself wanting to pick up the phone and call to see if the girls can spend the night or to see if I can come over after school peopole jsut dont understand how hard it is untilthere in this position and I dont wish this kind of tragic accident on anyhbody cause it hurts sooo bad you have no idea i sit here in tears and a hurting br4oken heart as it aches for you guys to be here I wish this was still all a bad dream but thats what hurts the most is to realize this is real and i cant take it steven I need you here now more than anythng I wish you were here to tell me all the right things and as I sit here talknig to you wishing you could talk back or give me an answer theres no reply but i no that no mater what you and the girls are watching over me and guiding me in the right direction my path for my life has changed commpletely since I put god first and looked to him for guideness and if it wasnt for you guys Idk where I would be I miss you guys so much keep watching over me I lvoe you sooo Much!!!! xoxo ♥amber lynn parker♥
I remember the first day i met madison and stevie. They was two beautiful girls that was so full of life and they was always smiling. The first time i met steven you could tell he was a good guy who was raised that your family and friends was everything. He did anything to try to help his family when they needed him he was always there for them. I miss all the fun times we all had together. All the laughs we all shared together. Madison always looked out for stevie. They was two happy kids and they loved to be a aunt at a young age. They made sure that bryson and joella knew that they was older and they tought bryson alot of things. Madison use to read to bryson and joella and stevie. She was their teacher since she was older than them. She was such a smart little girl she knew some things that her older brother joe didnt even know. So it was funny it was like she was teaching him a few things. I sure do miss them so much i think about them so much and how i wish they was still here. They sure did share their love with everyone. Life is to short so try not to fight and love one another for the girls and steven. They will watch over us and look in on us from time and time again. I have so many memories that i carry in my heart i cant share them all its to hard. I miss you three so much and love yoy guys. I hope to c you again one day.
I can't believe its almost been 2 years this saturday my heart still hurts everyday but theres never a day I dont have you guys on my mind it feels like just yesterday me and the girls were in the kitchen baking cookies and madiso telling me I was a bad cookie maker cause I burnt the first batch :) and stevie going right along with her casue she thought it was soo funny.And it feels like jsut yesterday me and steven were walknig the trail on the farm and he was giving me the lecture about going to college and making something of my life just like he did he was a very insperational person and every word he spoke to me touched my heart and really made me realize how life really was going to be and right now Im experiencing it each day and I promised him I would go to college and Im going to keep my word I have so many memories theres not enough room on this page to write them all I mis you guys so much and I wish you were still here with us but I know your watching over me each day casue if I didnt believe you were I probably wouldnt be where I am today steven really inspired me to do something with my life and make something of myself and one day I will become everything I want to be and they are my reason why! I miss you guys soo much and I cant wait till the day I get to see you guys again but dont worry steven madison and stevie you might not be here on earth to see me do it but I know your watching over me just as if you were here but I promise I will make you guys proud you have my word just wait and see! Love you guys sooooooooooooooo much Love you Amber
